Why am I sitting around my house??? I should be spending time with people!!!!!!
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Retro Romanticisms
06 July 2008 @ 10:59 am
ecstatic24 June 2008 @ 10:51 am
I'm done.
I no longer want to be second best, third best, or fourth best.
I want to be valued above your friends.
I want you to take the time to actually think about what I want.
I do not want to chase after you anymore.
I gave up a friend for you, but you can't give her up for me.
It hurts me and you know it hurts me, but you will continue to hang out with her.
You are supposed to be with me on our anniversary tomorrow.
Instead, you'll be with your friends and her.
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ME TOMORROW.
WHY SHOULD I EVEN HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT?
I VALUE OUR STUPID 1 YEAR AND X MONTHS ANNIVERSARIES BECAUSE WE CAN'T CELEBRATE THEM TOGETHER WHEN YOU'RE IN NEW YORK.
I no longer want to be second best, third best, or fourth best.
I want to be valued above your friends.
I want you to take the time to actually think about what I want.
I do not want to chase after you anymore.
I gave up a friend for you, but you can't give her up for me.
It hurts me and you know it hurts me, but you will continue to hang out with her.
You are supposed to be with me on our anniversary tomorrow.
Instead, you'll be with your friends and her.
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ME TOMORROW.
WHY SHOULD I EVEN HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT?
I VALUE OUR STUPID 1 YEAR AND X MONTHS ANNIVERSARIES BECAUSE WE CAN'T CELEBRATE THEM TOGETHER WHEN YOU'RE IN NEW YORK.
But I am the only one that does.
I am the only one who has given up shit in her life for you.
I am the only one that schedules her availability hours around you.
You friendship with her means more to you than our relationship.
And that is when I give up.
I hate you and I wish that I had the strength to end things.
I wish that you would for once do something for me.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
And I do not deserve this.
I am the only one who has given up shit in her life for you.
I am the only one that schedules her availability hours around you.
You friendship with her means more to you than our relationship.
And that is when I give up.
I hate you and I wish that I had the strength to end things.
I wish that you would for once do something for me.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
And I do not deserve this.
09 June 2008 @ 11:16 pm
Vote for me please! I was shocked to find out that it would even be posted, but please vote for me. Positively.
03 June 2008 @ 03:47 pm
( Threadless? )
I've been super bored. I don't think its THAT qualified considering the fact that all of the designs submitted onto Threadless are hella fantastic and mine was something that took like 5 minutes. I thought I would seek the approval of my livejournal mates. Constructive criticism anyone?